No matter what I try to do, I always just end up wanting to be in a relationship. I just love having a girlfriend I guess lol. 

That I want to fall in love and have one of those cute, perfect relationships, but that I am so sick of trying so hard to build one and losing it. I’m stuck between the idea of staying single and avoiding the problem, or trying it again like I really want to. Where is my summer love? lol

I’ve gotten to the point, where my cell phone battery lasts like two or three days. lol. Its so weird being at a point in your life, where you hardly talk to anyone and hardly anyone talks to you. Its kinda quiet and peaceful. =]

Its amazing how lonely the nights are.

I get so lonely sometimes.

And there is no one there to help you.

Really need something to do tonight.

What a shitty fucking day.

Alllllll I want, is to smoke a bowl. But noooooo, I have to be dry as dusty old bones, full of green dust.

There is really no point in going to school. Guess I’ll skip and see what else there is to do.